Lately;

Lately it's almost as if I'm avoiding something. I don't even know what it is.

Lately I don't know what's going to happen, and I understand I'm not supposed to, it's just that I need a little direction; I feel lost.

Lately I've listened to a lot of rap music,

Lately I eat out too much.

Lately I can't tell what you're thinking, and it drives me crazy.

Lately I fell as if I'm not smart enough, and that everyone knows it.

I guess all in all I'm happy, right?

But lately I'm wondering if by chasing happiness, I'm just chasing my tail.

I don't get itttt.