I swear that you don't have to go; I thought we could wait for the fireworks

I've totally been throwing myself into my music lately, it's kind of nice. I've missed playing,
I feel like myself. It's a nice change of pace, I don't really understand why everything's been going the way it has. But with music, when I play, it pauses. Just for three or four minutes, time stands still and it's me and my lyrics. I've always been better at writing lyrics rather than stories. They are my stories, but they're for myself. At least that's how it's been, but then I posted a few of my songs online, and after getting a good reaction, I've been meaning to post more. It's just very time-consuming but I wish I would spend more time on it. Its just when I sit down to play, or write, I realize there's homework I have to do and my room could be cleaner. Or it's late and I should sleep. Or my parents need me. Or my brother's knocking on my door every three minutes. It's exhaustinggg. But I missed music. It's always kind of been my life. I regret losing it these past few months.

In other news, life is hard. People let me down, I'm super stressed.

Music & Jesus, totally my life right now.

I swear that you don't have to go; 
I thought we could wait for the fireworks,
I thought we could wait for the snow.